GONE

Today I received some very devastating news about the death a very, very Dear friend of mine. In fact, she one of my best friends in the entire world. One of the few truly genuine people that I knew, all of a sudden gone. When the call came in, I felt like I got punched in the stomach, It actually ached.
At this point I don't know all the details, how or why it happened. They are not important. Not right now anyway. I don't really know what to think,but I do know how I am feeling-very much in denial, numbed.
I wish I could hug her and tell her how important she was to me. How much I had counted on having her and her family be a part of the future and how much I appreciated all the times she helped me through the tough patches without expecting anything in return. I would tell her that I was here for her, willing to listen, help, do....
There is a lot I wish I could say.

Rest in Peace My Dear Friend T. S.